原来读书也是一种罪....

feel upset with some of the people....
In order to avoid the same mistakes i did last semester....
I have even work harder for this semester.....
I start doing revision from now....
because the tests are coming....
i know,
without score well for test,
that is difficult to score an A in final....
but
when i Study....
I heard some stupid statements make by a group of  "smart people"
they bad mouth about me here, there and everywhere....
they edit me a picture....
they.........

may I know?
is study hard is a fault?
you all spending your time on gaming, gambling.....
I just a little bit different from you all only....
ei,
please la....
be a little bit mature.....
don't make me feel you are annoiying and make me aways from you.....

new sem new life.....

end of the 1st semester....
after taking 1 month rest....
after celebrated Chinese New Year....
I have no choice,
but I have to back to parit raja, batu pahat, johor...
my university...
continue my study here....
same as last semester,
I take 18 credit hours this sem....

18 credit hours,
seriously...
extremly heavy....
my timetable pack like hell....

this semester....
i get all good lecturers....
they are 2 chinese teaching me important subject....
not bad....
engineering math 2,
lecturer very good....
but he teach too slow!!!
damn boring some time....

I love my effective communication lecturer....
he is a Malay....
Dr Salleh...
he studied at American for about 7 year n UK 4 years....
thus,
his slang n prounounciation totally different from others Malay lecturer....
I feel relax and comfortable while listening to his lecturer....

However,
In university,
if u get a good lecturer,
in other words,
the chance of getting A become tough....
because their requirement are higher compair to others....
by the way,
I believe if I work harder enough...
I able to do it....

tell myself....
not to be regret....
this is the very last chance for my study life....
to be successful or not....
all in my hand....
no one going to help me....

SEMESTER 2....
I AM READY FOR YOU.....

Happy Chinese New Year....

农历新年乃是华人传统节日中最重要的节日....

在农历新年里，

家家户户必定大事庆祝....

先来个团圆饭，在来个压岁钱....

以往的炮竹声响连天，到今时今日还是存在....

随着时间的改变，

庆祝仪式已经换汤不换药.....

意义依然存在,

但是庆祝的方法早已千变万化....

以往的新年，

家人必须集合在祖屋，

一起享用由家人分工合作所烹饪的食物，

今天，

早已换成到世界各地旅行去.....

每个人都带着愉快的心情跟随父母回乡过年去....

但是，

每次回来，

我的心情总是繁重....

我对这地方真的感到厌倦....

我为我的妈妈感到疲劳....

回到家乡，

我妈可就像 女佣似的，

一天到晚给一直煮，一直洗....

那些人只懂得吃饱坐，坐饱吃.....

我真的很佩服我妈这20多年来得忍受....

今年比往年好的多，

因为我开始长大了，

也没有人敢对我大小声，

吩咐我做这个做那个....

但我妹妹乃然被欺负.....

我告诉自己，

我一定会很努力，

不会让这班人再那大小声，

唯一的方法就是比他们来得富有....

今年，

妈妈有为大家准备了一大桌的菜肴....

妈妈

好好休息，

别再挨了....

Once upon a time....

there is a period of time i never updated my blog....
I do really hv a lot of feeling would like to share here....
1st semester result was annouced....
I not really satisfy with my result...

not as good as what i wish....
my electric circuit result....
i was thinking i had did much better than that....
by the way,
i not going to give up....
for many people,
this result is excellent enough....
but b4 i enter uni,
i told myself,
graduate with 1st class....
so,
this result not really consider good for me....
I not show off....
just to share my feeling here....
pls get loss if you not happy with it....

this 1st semester,
i really gain a lot....
i really growth....
can't be denied,
i was fall in ______________.

I don't like to listen someone call me *** **
i prefer you to call me ****
but i know that is impossible....
by the way....
thank for hurt me again n again....
bad mouth about me behind of me....


******* always ask me why i am so emotional???
because I care about it....
I care about every single statement u make....
I know I am just nothing for you....
I know you going to kick me aways when we graduate later....
but I have feeling....
I really pain when i being hurt....
I emotional because I hope you come over me....
talk to me....
share my sadness .........
but that is impossible.........
anyway....
that's not your fault....
is my....
I will try my very best to control it............