运程与命运....

今年，
不知为何比往年来的迷信....
也许是在中五的时候受到了很大的打击....
所以，
从那时开始，
我开始相信神....
我已经做了我该做的东西....
接下来，
就给呈交给上帝去做了....
Madam Tian 常说:" try your best, do your best, leave the rest to god...."
now,
I finish my STPM,
I pray hardly everyday.....
I hope the god help me....
I don't asking for a lot....
I just wish the god don't give too much of challenges to me....

今年，
过年来的比往年沉闷....
我的过年活动就在facebook, blogging....
不知哪来的灵感，
我上了youtube,
打了“2012生肖运程”....
找到了，
听了好几个....
肖猴，
有贵人暗中相助....
会破财（去买些心头好吧）。。。。
我不是不相信，但我又希望有人帮我....
但我始终认为，
他（运程）
只是条引导线....
无论你的运气在好，
若你只懂得在一旁颓废....
在好的运气，
也于事无补.....

希望得到上帝的眷爱....
保佑我，
STPM 拿到我理想的成绩.....
进到我理想的大学.....
god bless me please.....

我有话要说.....

之前，我总是听到计划永远赶不上变化....
这次，我真的体会到这讲法...
原本计划在增江北区华小教书到7月....
要教些什么，要用些什么办法去帮他们....
全都在我的计划大全里.....
但上天偏偏就是那么的偏爱我....
要我尝试些新东西....
终于，那有责任感的教育局.....
派出了两位抱负了教育下一代的使命的伟大教育家....
一位是骑着马到来，一位则是乘搭龙舟到来的....
骑马来的是来代替我的，也就是教英文....
说真的，我为我的学生捏了把冷汗....
不是racist而是我拿到的班全都是后面班.....
他们连"please take out your english text book and all the exercise books"
都不明白....
我在想，接下来他们怎么办？？？
但我不能做些什么....
因为我走，是一个改变不了的 事实....
上帝为他们选着了这条路，
那就给看他们如何去走这条路....
希望他们能够度过这挑战.....

缘分，
让我来到了励志华小....
让我经历一个不同的人生....
在这，我看到了欺善怕恶....
我看到了能者多劳....
我看到了霸道....
我看到了无理取闹....
在这，
托北区校长的福，
来到这，受何校长的爱戴....
也托郑副德福，
来到这，受到颜副的细心相助.....
我无缘无故的成为了GURU SMM (Sistem Maklumat Murid)
无缘无故，须要帮一群“很忙”的电脑白痴打东西....
无缘无故的被那种做事情很有逻辑性的人骂我们guru smm头脑有问题，
做东西不符合逻辑.....
笑话，真是笑话....

离开了北区小学，
心乃然在那....
不懂何来的冲动....
就是想帮他们....
我疼爱的学生....
为什么？？？
因为在我还不懂我就来离开那间学校时，
我问了他们，
谁是真的想把英文学好....
我也答应了他们，
我会帮你们.....
可惜，可惜....
后来，我有了个想法，
给予他们免费的补习班，
可惜，
我的能力有限，
只好到处寻找同伴，
过程还满吃力，
幸亏，获得了上帝的爱戴，
我找到了同伴....
一群愿意和我出生入死....
一群愿意和我抱着相同使命，
为社会付出少少的贡献....

其实，
再这前，因为某些原因，
让我曾想放弃......
但因为一个家长的鼓励，
一位家长的认同.....
一群北区老师的认可....
让我的那股热情从新燃起.....
让我觉得我因该帮他们......
现在，
我的教育团对已建立起来.....
虽然人数屈指可数.....
但我们的目标必能实现....
现在只需等校方的配合.....
但愿一切能顺利完成.....


今天，
新年了，
今年的新年与往年来的不同....
今年，
没有往年的年三十晚，就只有年二十九.....
今年，
收到的第一封红包不是来自家人，
而是一位认识不到两天的老师.....
今年，
团圆饭，没有了婆婆的声音，
且多了叔母的声音.....
今年，
少了父母给予的压岁钱，
因为婆婆刚刚去世，
家人不能给红包....
外嫁女除外....

最后，
我祝各位
新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，学业猛进，STPM好成绩，进到大学去，事事都顺利....

但愿上帝的庇佑，我们事事顺利，万事安康....

1st Job working experience.....

I lost my direction while I end my STPM examination.....

while waiting the result come out.....

I plan to look for work on the other hand polish up my english standard.....

seen everything not as smooth as what I was plan.....

but come to the end I found a job....

which is recommended by Wai Hong....

Become the temporary teacher at SRJK C Jinjang Utara....

the salary not high but the working hours is short....

the 1st day I went....

When I got my time table....

I had a kind of feeling....

can i run away from here....???

teaching Music??? Geography??? Life's Technic??? PJK????.....

so many subject and most of it are not my favourite.....

but I don't runs away from there.....

since I look fear enough.....

all my students scared of me....

and obeys with what I said....

many teachers wondering why???

and I am proud of it....XP

I start learning all the music theory from zero.....

I start teaching geography with no maps.....

steps by steps.....

I get all the behind classes.....

xcept for english and sivik.....

many people think that 8 days....

the relationship between I and my students will not strong....

I do have the same opinion....

yesterday....

I receive the news from PK1...

saying that next Monday there are 2 new teachers coming....

so any 2 of us have to go....

I choose to go....

the reason.....

I tough I am nothing......

but after that I feel I have something......

especially I saw my students down and sad.....

when I told them the news.....

when my english senior teacher ask me don't go.....

OMG.....I pretend like nothing.....

I love my students....

I do really put in a lot of afford in teaching them.....

especially my english class.....

i guild them for all the reading and listening parts.....

I practice with them everyday......

why just because of the jabatan send 2 people here.....

my plans all gone.....

even I know god had open another door for me at SMK Jinjang.....

but I worry about my year 2 students.....

do they able to interact with the new Mala's English teacher???

they are just year 2....

can they understand????

may god bless us able to catch up with that.....

My year 5 class.....

will u all study hrd and start ready for next year UPSR????

I have no idea....

May god bless you hard working.....

score your UPSR with flying colour next year.....

My year 6 class.....

will u all change ur study's attitude???

can u all polish up ur Malay???

I have no ideas???

I can't help you all anymore....

I have to leave.....

May god bless u pass ur malay n english.....

Mansell,

I am supprise that u cry because of I am leaving the school....

anywhere....you are my good monitor.....

you must study hard....

i can see you have a great future.....

May god bless you success in life......

sorry.....I also wish to stay.....

but I have no choice.....

if I can stay....

I will try my best to guild you guys up.....

I will help you guys.....

what can I do now....

is just waiting until the Monday....

wish the new teachers are not coming....

that all............

If I really leave.....

then good bye SRJK C Jinjang Utara.....

thank to all people who had help me out while I am teaching here......

touch.....XP......

god bless you all.....

and I love you all.....