sorry....

sorry..

I misunderstand you.......

sorry.

i make you cry...

sorry..

i make you sad........

sorry....

i disappointed you....

I am so sorry...

but honestly...

I do really take you as my best friend........

I want to share all my joys and sorrow with you.......

can I???

can we???

like before???

but in fact I do really sad.

because previously....

I will share my things with you...

and you will share you things with me....

after you change your sit.....

we seldom talk already....

you have no more share your things with me...

and I am the same too.......

so sorry.......

i do really care about your opinion bout me.....

^_^|/

an unmotivated day.....

today, someone had quarrel with someone....

in fact nothing is related to me....

when we go for lunch together....

when u said "your friend" and "my friend" ....

actually quick sad for me to heard this lo....

oh...

in your opinion, i m just his friend...

but not your....

being hurt....

......

when i realize many people also notice your blog..

n i m the one who still dont know....

that kind of feeling....

but I am who I am???

I am just nothing for u....

and yet I respect you......

but really quick sad la........

TT

after taking a nap....

i try my best to do homework....

when i did the math.....

i realy feel like want to cry....

i cant even do..

every question know how to start but dont know how to continue......

sad lo....

haiz..........

hope tomorrow will b a good day....

忆

2010／9／29，11.30am....
婆婆在这世上
吸下了她的最后一口气，
也呼出了最后一口气。
连续几晚的惊醒，
总意味着有时发生，
但却万万没想到是如此的厄息....
婆婆安祥的离开这人世....
也许这对她来说是一种解脱....
回想上星期六回来探望她时....
她辛苦的呼吸....
其实她的离开会是上天对她的决定.....
因为她老人家真的累了...
当棺木抵达家时，
每个人都流下眼泪....
只有我强忍了下来，
因为我知道婆婆不想我们伤心
这也是为什么婆婆不等我们到达才离去的原因...
在说，
哭只会给婆婆带来不舍....
那不是更辛苦吗？
在来，
我们还有许许多多的事情给处理....
理智告诉了我要坚强....

还有关心我的朋友们，有心了...
我挨的过去，
以我开朗的心情，
必定很快回归那开朗的我....

^_^|/

aFter tHe TriaL exAm......

at the end.

finish the STPM trial exam.....

I am very sure...

my result will not excellent....

if you ask me....

is the questions really difficult???

I dont think so....

especially physics......

if compared to diagnostik......

the standard is offcoz higher (except for physics)

but if we practise enough....

i think that shouldnt be any problem for us......

STPM just 2 month from now.......

I only leaf 2 month....

in this 2 month......I am the only one who can help myself.......

succeed or not succeed.....

is totally depend on how much afford i putting in......

MY STPM TIME TABLE

21 NOVEMBER PENGAJIAN AM KERTAS 2

25 NOVEMBER PHYSICS PAPER 2

30 NOVEMBER CHEMISTRY PAPER 1

1 DECEMBER CHEMISTRY PAPER 2

6 DECEMBER MATHEMATICS T 1

8 DECEMBER MATHEMATICS T 2

13 DECEMBER PENGAJIAN AM KERTAS 1

15 DECEMBER PHYSICS PAPER 1

TRY YOUR BEST, DO YOUR BEST, LEAVE THE REST TO THE GOD, AND ASK FOR THE BLESS.............

tired day.......

this holiday.

everybody work very hard...

because after the holiday...

exam start directly....

trial exam

but i just relax myself....

but start from tomorrow....

i have to work xtremly hard....

nothing....

just my target......

my hope........XP

I hOpe i wiLL continue until the end.......

surprisingly....

I able to finish my physics questions in 1 day time...

the whole chapter.....

i finish it..

this is what I never did before......

last time i am not that efficient........

but this time.......

I do it.......

I really hope i can continue my spirit until the end of STPM.........

I really have a big dream..........

which is score A for physics..........

Warren, U can do it......+ U

you are super annoying....

you giving me an extremely bad impression since I am form4.....

the 1st year you come to our school....

honestly, I don't even feel you behave like a teacher....

everyday shouting here and there....

making noise here and there......

annoying......

if you really have the quality.....

you don't need to show off........

you want to show off........

but you don't have that kind of ability.........

don't you think we students don't know what is in your mind.......

last time when Mr. Peter was here....

you did something the same.......

do remember........

you are a teacher.....

no a performer........

your job here is to teach........

but not to show off........

and I don't think your sound is really nice lo...........

many others teacher they can even sing much much better than you.....

you......eat shit la.......

annoying.........

I think only that group of students like you.....

we form 6.......

totally against you.......

annoying........

and remind you one thing......

here is school........

not the place for you to open your concert........

and please respect students and our belover teachers........

those teachers who really have the intension to teach.............

to lesson their students.............

MUET sEminar at JPWPKL autitorium

went for the MUET seminar today.......

I had been selected by Mdm Banusha.......

I really have the intention to score Band 4.............

that is the reason why I am working so hard.......

I try all the reading questions....

I dont know wheater is because Madam Banusha have practise a lot with us or

they students who attend the seminar are too weak.....

because when the speaker asking the questions...

I might be able to give all the funny funny answer.....

i not sure they really dont know or they pretend they dont know....

even some mistakes had been made by Mdm Banusha....

but overall, i think she really guild us well.....

especially our speaking and reading....

she always practise with us.......

we had did variety of questions.......

that really help us.......

i really hope i can get band 4 this time.....

even exactly band 4 i oso dun mind..........

bcoz that is the minimum requirement for my university application.......

and tis few day....

my emotion is in excited state...

whereby it is not stable......

suddenly emo.......

suddenly happy.......

n you....

dun noe what happen la......

haiz........

when u got problem come and find me......

when i want to ask you something.....

i not sure you are really busy or what...

whatever la......

i appreciate you then that is all rite.......

haiz.......

what happen to me???

我在白白的浪费这两天....

明明有很多东西还没做完....

不懂镇么就是起不仅来做功课....

一直看戏，facebook，找人谈天.....

我竟然和一个素未见面的人，

在facebook谈心事谈到4am...

我真的有这个必要吗？？？

我中三那时的精神全取了哪里？？？？

这样下去，我的成绩一定一落千丈....

到时，又后什么悔呢？？？

我到底要什么？？？

快醒醒啦.....

真的很讨厌自己....

很想去打自己一巴掌....

trOublEsoMe.....

something happen this few day........

I really dont know what I did are something correct or wrong......

but I had did....I shouldn't regret........

before I go start tHis war.......

I am get ready myself to lose........

because I know....

all the reasons I going to give.......

will be fight back by the teacher........

one thing I want to say about Madam Chen....

I never not happy with her........

but I feel proud of her......

do you guys know why???

because she is an excellent leader......

a leader who will protect her follower.........

no matter what her follower do.......

this not everybody can do.......

even I know she might not do everything that I asked for.......

but I know she will try her best.....

it take time.....

all my unhappiness.......

i had said it out......

hope she will solve it.......