I wanNa tO sAy...........

I m so tired.......
I really need rest........
If possible.....
I hope to go colleges....
I dont want to stay here.....
y all my friends.......
they can study so relax.....
but i need to read tis n tat everyday.......
a lot of homework are given by the teachers..........
sum of the lesson......
i reli cant catch up at all....exspecially Math.......
the lecturer just keep asking us to left....
but they never think to solve our problems.........
i wanna to rest.....
i really need a lot of time........
for me to digest it............
for me to consume it.........
but the time really insufficient.......
when I am facing a lot of mysterious questions........
when i cant solve it......
i really feel heart broken........
struggle...........
HELP ME PLEASE..............
I DUN WAN TO WASTE MY TIME.............
CAN I ENTER THE UNIVERSITY DIRECTLY??
STUDY THE COURSE THAT I LIKE.......
TAT I WAN......................

*CRYING......................*

无限的感触.......

回想当时,
老师告诉我们....
"Madam Tian is going to take over your class Chemistry...."
有人听了感到失望....
因为他们觉得Mdm Tian 很烦，很爱霸节......
但对我而言,
我感到开心，
因为我终于有化学老师了....
Mdm Tian 很怕自己教不好....
她一直叫我们去补习....
淡然我也有去啦.....
可是我真的不懂那个补习老师在讲什么咯.....
终于做了决定.....
停止补习.....
因为Mdm Tian 教到很好......
我想没有一个老师可以像他这样的关心我们，教导我们....
我真的有学到很多东西.....

之前，他和我谈天....
说到了我们.....
我看得出他和耐我们的班.....
他告诉我....
有许多老师问他是不是因为教我们所以压力太大....
导致他突然瘦了下来.....
他告诉我其实不是....
他说他很高兴教导我们....
因为我们大家都会听他讲课.....
发问问题.....
不像中四中五的学生喜欢就听不喜欢就不听.....
我听了感到感动....

今天我问他是否会出席大学预备班学会所举办的叙别会时，
他告书我还没确定.....
因为他给赶去别个州作治疗....
他告诉我她好像得了“大颈包".....
我听到的时候不懂为什么....
感到非常的伤心.....
在接下来的假期里,
他还要回来学校给我们补课.....
又要赶去作治疗.....
我真的为他感到坦心.....
写在我能做的....
就自由为他祈祷.....
祝她早日康复......
阿弥陀佛.......

extremely tired.....

to be honest.....
i really enjoying my Pre-University's life.....
just some time when i am in trouble......
non of them willing to help me.......
i feel quick sad.........
because all my friends.....some difference from the subject that i take.......
some go to colleges........
some go to A-level...........
everybody in the difference field.....
on the way to catching their own dream........
and i really miss you all so much.......
Siao Po Renee, Sam Pat Cynthia, Yong Shui Josh.......

Secondly, i feel that.......
that is an improvement in my English language.........
hahaha.......is true.........
From i can't even write a sentence to i able to write an essay..........
from i can't even speak a single word......read single word............
until today.......i albe to debate with my teacher in English.......
fight for my right in English........
even i know.......
my vocabulary and grammar still insufficient for me to facing the
Malaysian University English Test........
but I am happy.........
because i realise i able to communicate in English.............
and i should improve somemore...............

Third.....
i would like to say THANK YOU to my friends.........
Soh Khar Mun, Ong Li Yong, Chua Chi Wing,
Wong Siew Wee, Irene Phang............
who alway give me the Help when I am i trouble............
when I need their Help........
they will landing their hand to me.........
exspecially Soh Khar Mun......
who always take care of my homework........
wheater i can do it or not........
can I follow up the lesson........
hahaha......
offcouse alway gossip with me la......

anywhere thankz guys.........
i love you all so much............

2010/8/22

if one day later.....
u c i m wearing the white colour uniform......
dun be supprise.........
tat is my choice......
between study n prefectorial board.....
i will choose study....
n tat is the reason i back to SMK Jinjang.....
studying Pre-University......
i noe u r not hapi wif this......
but u cant stop me..........
tat is my opinion.......
strong opinion............
even it might not be right.........
but i have the right to say it.......
u can choose to accept or ignore.....
but u cant stop me saying tat.............
please respect my choice......
i reli wanna to study oli........
i dun wan bcoz of this board making me in trouble.........
i had made a wrong decision when i m form 5......
i wont allow it repeat again..............
i wan continue my further study to Singapore...........
please........
dun force or false me again.........
thankz............

HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL SUPPORT ME........
N ALL THE LOWER SIX PREFECT.........
STAND AT MY SITE.....
BCOZ MY OPINION OSO UR OPINION.....
UR GUYS NOT BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY IT OUT.....
I OLEDI HELP U ALL.....
PLEASE DUN DISSAPOINTED ME...............

Long tIme dun online.....
all my friends keeP asking me.....
thaNk foR caRing.....
i m busy on my study.....
therefore seldom on9 lo.....
hehe......

at tHe end......
my examination oledi fiNish.....
quick sad ......
i not satisfied wif my result at all.....
PA - 85 marks
Math - 56 marks
Chemistry - 43 marks
Physics - 43 marks
MUET - 68 marks......
so worsth......
haiz........
n I make my physics Father....
sori Mr.Moay.......
i promise to u.....i will try my best to score A in my cuming exam.......
i pormise u......

angry ah......

exam cuming.....
preparing starting from now.....
all the best to me n my friends......
hope we can score for our examination.....

i m totally dissapointed wif them.......
totally speechless......
make me dissapointed more n more........
but wat can i do???
nOthIng.....
u all use ur brain to think la.......
when u nid my help.....
even i late a little bit......
the call oledi cum......
2day.....u all go tuition.......
never inform me.........
bcauz u no nid i fetch u all guys......
i noe Saturday u all gt tuition.....
but wat u all told me yesterday......
discuss in skul............
wheater go or not go.....
at the end....
nothing.......
u all just go urself......
i m so angry when i saw u........
never mind......
i go tuition by own on Tis Saturday...................

心情.....

明天又回去一般的生活.....
刚刚收拾书包时，
我找不到我的MUET PAPER SHEET......
超紧张.....
很怕弄不见......
因为我做完了......
不想再从做.....
还有不想被骂.......
我紧张到呼吸不到......
也许这几天都睡不好的关系吧......
我发现自己真得变了好多......
从前的我.....
都随随便便的度过......
什么事都爱理不理......
但现在.....
就算是一件小事......
我都非常的紧张......
以前功课没做就算了......
但现在熬夜都把它给做完......
从前笔记不见了就算......
但现在我给把它找出来.....
否则一夜不能安眠......
太压力了......
我好像好像出去旅行......
轻松轻松一下.......

hOpe U aLL wILL aPprEciAte it..........

今天是学校开放日......
约下午1时，
回到学校.....
超累....
因为整理我们的课室.....
Pn.Tian换别的桌子给我们.....
所以就搬上搬下.....

完了.....
找MiSs CatherIne处理我的问题.....
说服成功.....
他愿意帮我问家教协会是否愿意捐款.....
津贴我们的衣服.....
现在能够做的就是祈祷.....
不会再有状况出现.....
至于朋友....
他们迟早会明白我.....
事实的真相.....
所以不必做无畏的解释.....
像ReNee所说.....
如果他真的是你的朋友.....
他会谅解你....
明白你......

至于我不礼貌的对待IrenE....
我也道歉了.....
我能做的.....
也就只有那么多.....

LiStEn tO me PleAse!!!!!!!!

2nd day of JulY.......
my Life...........
in black mark now...........
bcauz Of tHe Pre-University Council.........
tHe Name of tHe 6th fOrm cOuncIL.....
change to Pre-University cOuncil.....
tHerEfOre.......
wE nId to cHanGe oUr t-shirt...........
bcauz tHe namE oLedi change......
n Miss cAtheriNe......
gave Me a heavy Job........
wHich r dIscUss wIth aLL tHe LowEr 6........
hOw tO sOlve the problem........
aT 1st.....
we Plan tO cHange it.......
but after tat.....
but dun wan to change......
bcauz of the price r too expensive...........
uNtIl yeSteRdaY.......
SeNior Lee Mei Key cum n c me....
n asK me......
is it we wan to change the t-shirt......
i told her no........
but she told me Miss Catherine said we wanna to change.......
then i go n c mIss Catherine........
i meet wif her........
n discuss about it......
shE said.......
the skul wont go n print the old design t-shirt..........
bcauz if the skul print.....
at least 30 piece.....
n next year........
will more 11 pieces......
so she dun allow us to print it.......
n she said.......
22 of us.....take the new t-shirt......
n the rest.......
buy from the upper 6 seniors.......
my class no problem......
oli the gal.....they wan the new t-shirt.......
i told them.....
to be fair.....
we get 11 for them.....
another 11 for arts.....
they said ok.......
tHen.......
i go to arts class.....
then i ask them
thier class.....
suM of them.....
they 100% sure dun wan tO buy the old t-shirt.....
then cum out wif the ideal...
design a new t-shirt........
then fine........
i meet wif Miss catherine again.......
then she said ok......
but we have to buy the 22 t-shirt 1st......
which r left........
to be fair........
i the price to 47 people.....
1 people have to pay extra RM12.00//
then toDay.....i diScuss wIf my class again......
aLL of tHem saId ok.....
until the arts......
the time i ask them to choose.....
which tat they prefer????
oli few fellow answer me.....
then the rest.....
never listen to me
i m so angry.........
but i keep it.........
i go to meet teacher again..........
n Miss Catherine oso get angry......
she told me........
dun border them.......
but i respect them.......
i ask them again.......
n the end ........
wat i get????
is oli ur guys hate me...........
please tell me wat to do????
y ur class.....
non of u go n discuss wif the teacher.......
u all said tis n tat.....
but u all dun wan to talk to teacher.....
i have to facing the pressure from teacher.....
n ur guys.....
the sayangthon cuming.....
we nid to wear tat t-shirt on tat day...........
please cum n tell me.....
wat should i do???/
Listen to teacher or listen to ur guys.....................

PrE-UnivErsIty LifE...........

EvEn i sTart my Pre-University's Life on May......
In tHe JourNey......
fULL of ObstaCLe.....
ExaMple........
at 1st....wE dUn havE cHemisTry teAchEr n MUET teacHer........
after 2 wEek lAter......
MothEr of ChemisTry....mDm Tian lee Yuan.......
promise to take over us.......
but we stIll dUn havE the teacher fOr MUET.......
unTiL toDay......
YES.....
WE GoT our MUET teaCher........
SisTer MUET....
Mdm BanuSha........
eRm...nOw wE got aLL teaCHers oledi........

2dAy...
thE 1st lEsSon of MUET cLass.......
maDam BanusHa intRodUce MUET to us......
n sHe aSk us tO prepared onE bOok foR RePORT......
rEport thE ideaL of the NovEl we have read.......
the character inside the noVel......
messAge.........n other.........
n we havE to Read at least 1 bOok in 2 wEek time........
hoW neh?????
aM i alBe to afFord it????
hOpefUlly cAn...........

Cum to ChemIstry........
ouR mothEr cHemistry........
walau eh.......gEng lol...........
fRiday.........
our cHemistry claSs fROm 1100am to 145pm.......
sO lonG......
but nevEr mind La......
if She dUn do tIs....
wE caNt fInisH our SyllabuS........

FatHer PhySicS.......
sAme Lol........
as usualllllll
givE us aS Many as HoMewOrk as pOssiBle.......
n a Lot of Physics ExaMplE are given to us............

Aunty MathEmatiCs......
MisS cAtherIne ......
hEr SpeeD sTill tHere..........
but i sTart to faMiliAr witH her teachIn style.......

Our Bio GrandmothEr.......
Mdm Azyan.....
as our fOrm teacher.......
as Cute as laSt tiMe.......
FunnY......^^

n lasT 1.........
thE anGel n DevIl of oUr cLasS........
MdM aZlin........
haha.......
i gEt notHing fRom hEr acTually........
walaoe.......
sHe neveR teaCh us......
tHen aSk us to dO thE work.....=_=!!!!

bY noW......
my Pre-UnivErsity' LifE start FULLY........
hOpe i cAn do wELL foR my STPM........
aLL thE beSt...........