gAmbLinG............

tHe woRld cuP start almosT 1 weEk tiMe...............
most of my friends.......
watch it........
even until midnight.........
but i m not interested at all..........
n I haTe it............
bcauz i noe.......
aLL tiS gaMe r not the ReAL game.........
r Money Game........
so.......
in my opinion..........
i no nid to wactch it...........
bcauz meaningless.............

When I listeN u lost money bcauz of tis tErrible world cup.......
i totally fEel sAd.........
bcauz.......
i reLi HatE people gambling............
bcauz gaMbling make my Whole family in trouble.............
so...........
wanna to remind u...........
please dun gambling...........
my friend.............
even i noe u dun act me as ur gud friend............
but for me...........
u r my best friend.............
since i noe u..........
i have a very strong fEel......
u can be my best friend............

FeELinG.....

aCtuALLy 2dAy....
i Will be dAmn buSy....
n I predict for myself taT.....
todaY wILL be a TerRibLe n TiRed dAy.....
y???
bcauz my tuItion cLasS toDay
starT frOm 230pm uNtIL 1000Pm....
OMG......
7 hour leh.....evEn at MidDLe gt rEst....
but.....
rELi trireD lo.....

Dun Noe I shOlud sAid lucky or Bad Luck leh????
WheN i FiniSh my Math HomeWork.....
I plAnning to BatH....
n planning to go CeKap.....
rEceIve the cALL frOm Chu bOon....
sHe sAid tat.....
CekAP cALL her said tat........
Mr.Thava enTer hosPiTaL.....
so toDay clAss cAncEL.....
wHen I LisTen Tis....
i dun FeeL haPPy at ALL....
bcAuz i noe.....
wHen skuL rEopen....
MisS Catherine sure WiLL rusH suPer faSt....
uNtiL i cAnt fOlLow....
( bcauz my foundation in Additional Mathematics r not stronger enough)............
haiz.........
nvr mind la.....
just wOrk Hard La....
i noE i cAn do It.....
If I wan to do So....

Night...........
as normAL.......
aTtenD Mr.Lim Chemistry class lo......
acTuaLLy......
i dun noe wat he talking about..........
From my Opinion.........
Madam Tian LEe Yuan are much beTter thaN him.....
wakaka.....is trUe......
evEn sumtime she wiLL giving Us soMe wRong InfroMation..........
but She rEli is a vEry guD teAchEr..........
I liKe her ChemiStrY cLasS so muCh.............

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fEeL sad when tat stupid Mr.Chin scold Jien Cheng just now.......
even is Jien Cheng false....
but u as the principle of Cekap.......
ur mentality should stronger enough..........
how cum u scold people stupid.............n brainless????
for me........
u r the stupid lo...........
u noe people got fEeling wan leh.........
u make him no face infront of so many students.........
i think u r the 1 who no brain lo............
i reli speechless to u...........
haiz.............

Jien Cheng: just forget it la............
dun border tis kind of stupid............

Am I rEgrEt?????

like tat....1 WeeK holidays oledi pass....
wat i had done in the pass 1 week?????
Nothing......
but Playing lol....
haiz.....my homework.....
aLL havent done yet.....
I reli got no mood to do It la.....

sOmetiMe.....
i m thinking....
Is it Pre-University Life is tat suitable for me?????
but if i Said no.....
waT can i Do?????
born in tHe pOor family....
everythings had been decided by the word POOR....
so....
Warren...dun regret la.....
even regret oso useless....
bcauz u have to study Pre-University oso....

Said honesty la....
i dislike my 6SB class now.....
i prefer my 5A10 lol....
bcauz when I m in trouble....
( cant solve the question)
my pretty friends......
Josh, Wei Jian, Wallace, Pineapple....
they sure will help me.....
but now....in 6SB....
who can I ask.....
Jien Cheng....
his standard same as me....
he can solve, I can solve oso....
He cant solve.....I cant solve oso....
haiz.......
Jin Wen....
I reli dun noe how to said la.....
but I can feel tat.....
he dun wan to teach me lo.....
Connie they all....
much worsth then me......
so, who can I ask??????
Nobody........
the stupid Hung Jun....
go back to SMK Raja Ali oledi.....
if not.....may b he can HELP me de.....
haiz....
forget about it la.....
Warren.....
Pre-University life is like tat.....
think n solve all the problem urself la......

ALL THE BEST TO U.....

tErribLe dAy....

2day afternOon....
raining heavy......
i m solving my damn Hard Physics question....
suddenly.....
receive cALL from Evon, KokKok Irene, n Karmun Baby.....
they cALL me go n MeEt thEm at OlDtoWn....
at 1st i dun wan to go .....
n I tought the rain will not stop....
so....
I said...
if stop Raining.....
then I go.....
OMG.....
10minute later.....
stop raining.....
i have to do wat i had promise.....
before tat....
I caLL Kia boon....
bcauz i wanna to Borrow.....
Physics exercIse frOm him....
after go Kia Boon house....
then I drove my pretty Kerani to meEt them....
aFter drank n ate....
i drove back to my house.....
the time i Stop My car outside my hoUse....
prepare to park in my car....
walauei.....
2 stupid fellow.....
driving their Motorcycle.....
bang my cAr.....
OMG.....
my front light gone.....
T.T.....
sAd....
after tat i cALL my mum.....
she said tat is my FalSE....
bcauz Motorcyclist alway be right.....
Wat the stupid rile n teory is it????
damn angry,,,,,,,,,,,

When my mum back.....
she said nid few hundred ringgit to repair it......
haiz....
few hundred ringgit gone.....
fortunaly....my mum going to pay half............
but still very angry la.....
haiz....

mISs u aLL guys.....

Pre-University life oledi start almost 1 month zo......
i m in the class of 6SB....
science scheme......
Am I happy in tis class?????
not reli......
Even i look very enjoying.....
happy....
but i m not tat happy actually......

I reli miss aLL my form 5 guys......
exspecially Josh Wong Shao Zhe who oledi study at Perak .....
n Jimmy Yap study at Kedah......
Miss Them so much.....
last time.....
if i m in trouble.....
they will gv me the Help.....
by now.....
2 of thEm oledi go.....
haiz.....
everythings.....
I have to solve it by my own.....
bcauz Alisa V, Karmun, Evon, Irene......
they all oledi go arts scheme......
so....
anyproblems.....
the oli people i can ask are.....
Chu Boon n Ong Li Yong.....
haiz.....damn tired.......
i reli feEL regret.....
bcauz i dont did well in my SPM.....
if not.....
i can on other place now.....
haiz......

ALL my friends.......
I mIss u so muCh....
Kau Lim, Jason, Wei Jian,Alisa V, Cynthia, Kean Wui, Ming Han, Chin Fei......
Renee Tsen.......
haiz.....

He......

is it I hate him????
Not reli.....
the word HATE.....
r not tat suitable for me to used it ....
in decribe my view....

actually.....
I can be his friend.....
i dont mind actually.....
but....
I reli hate his attitude la.....
When he nid help from sum 1.....
his action not look like nid Help....
but look like order us doing something for him.....
so sorry lol.....
u dun have the right ask me to do so.....
Even my mum.....
oso dun order me like u order me lol.....
who u r oh?????

I would like to tell u tat.....
If u dun change ur Attitude.....
aLL of Us will just left u....
Now.....
a lot of People oledi bek cek u.....
if u wan us b ur friends.....
please la.....
change it.....
even i noe.....
u oledi change a lot....
but not enought yet lol......

think of it la....wat I said.....

无题。。。。

当一个人重复的骗你时，
你会有什么感觉呢????
生气对吧?????
尤其是一个你信任的人.....
那种难受的感觉.....
真的是难以形容.....
但我知道那事实时.....
我简直要崩溃.....

但当我重复的思想时，
其实要怪就怪我自己太容易信任别人.....
或
没用脑去想......
所以我并没生气他.....
或恨他.....
原因....
因为我，
把他当成我的朋友.....

I reli dun hope u cum n fool me again....my heart reli hurt by u.....
even tis is a small things.....
but if u do sth repeat n repeat again
wat i will feel.....
is....
i willnt hv confidence wif wat u tell me......
i make u as my best friend.....
At the same time.....
i oso hope u can make me as ur good friend.....
haiz....
everythings....pass....just let go......

I noe wat I said hurt her.....
but wat u all said....
hurt me oso......
I oledi explain it to u all......
but u all never listen to me.....
the time.....
u sign out ur msn directly......
tat second, tat minute......
i reli......
fEeL sAd.......
y? y? n y?
y u cant listen to me?????
is all tat is my false......
if u all nvr did sth make me angry....
Am I going to scold u????
No right????
N I noe.....
wat I did....
is too over......
i Oledi tell u aLL.....
I will....
I will....
try my best to change it......
can u aLL please.....stop comment on it??????
u aLL never giving me the time......
how Am I going to chance....

N u.....
u said if I cant change.....
then better left u all.....
when i read tis.....
my heart....
fully broke......
well....
tis caLL friend????
tis question had been appeAr in my mind.....
when ur friend r in trouble.....
wat u do....
is not trying to help him.....
but is choose to leave him.....
i reli FeEL sAd..............................................

but anywhere......
thankz u all a lot....
gv me a special experience.....
2day....

最近....
我发现自己骂粗口....
明明一件很小的事，
我可以很容易就生气.....
过后就以那出口成脏的方法来骂人....
我身边的朋友，
都成为我的戴罪羔羊.....
尤其是EVON NG.....
我也不懂为什么?????
我也不想骂她.....
但他做的东西....
总是能让我挑剔.....

我很恨自己......
为什么，为什么.....
我不能控制......

hE cHooSe to leave herE......

laSt 2 day.....
he cum to Jinjang skul.....
to study Pre- University.....
n 2day.....
he choose to leave here......
daMn sAd......
if he never came here.....
tHen should b OK for ALL of us.....
bUt.....
afTer he cum....
aLL of us interact wif him....
exspecially me......
i m his 1st friend in SMK Jinjang.....
n I dun noe y....
when i meet wif him....
i hv very strong feel.....
like we oledi noe each other....long long time ago.....
so when he choose to leave.....
i reli fEEL sad.....
the degree of sadness....
nothing can b use to describe it......
anywhere.....
he oledi go....
wat can I do....
just pray hardly for Him.....
hope he has a bright future......
n hopefully we can meet at the University later.....